They say I’m only happy when I’m high<\/p>\n
they say I’m always falling for the wrong guy<\/p>\n
they don’t know that what they say<\/p>\n
makes me cry<\/p>\n
they don’t know that the drugs<\/p>\n
are the only thing that gets me by<\/p>\n
they don’t know I\u00a0lay in bed each night<\/p>\n
in a living hell<\/p>\n
no way to break away<\/p>\n
no way to break the spell<\/p>\n
they comment but they don’t understand<\/p>\n
who I am is not who I planned<\/p>\n
they look but they don’t see<\/p>\n
the scars buried deep inside me<\/p>\n
yeah, they say I’m only happy when I’m high<\/p>\n
but they don’t know how fucking hard I try<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
They say I’m only happy when I’m high they say I’m always falling for the wrong guy they don’t know that what they say makes me cry they don’t know that the drugs are the only thing that gets me by they don’t know I\u00a0lay in bed each night in a living hell no way […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=88"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":92,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/88\/revisions\/92"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=88"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=88"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=88"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}