{"id":59,"date":"2014-12-17T03:29:40","date_gmt":"2014-12-17T03:29:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/?p=59"},"modified":"2014-12-17T03:30:09","modified_gmt":"2014-12-17T03:30:09","slug":"temporarily-escaping","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/?p=59","title":{"rendered":"Temporarily Escaping"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left\">I take a deep breath and then exhale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">The smoke burns as it exists my lungs<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">My mind starts to swirl and my eye start to close<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">as I fight off all these emotions<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">my hand is still shaking<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">as I lift to my lips<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">the red ended escape from existence<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">and I take another deep breath and then exhale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">as the smoke leaves its gift in my blood,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">now my minds real distracted,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">my eyes still glued closed<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">the emotions eating me whole<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">I drop my escape,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">put it out with my foot<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">and then exhale and open my eyes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I take a deep breath and then exhale The smoke burns as it exists my lungs My mind starts to swirl and my eye start to close as I fight off all these emotions my hand is still shaking as I lift to my lips the red ended escape from existence and I take another [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=59"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":61,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59\/revisions\/61"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=59"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=59"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pensouls.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=59"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}